we will be fine

I was thinking what's going on for last couple years.
Is it sick love? Or just my imagination of crushes.
I analysis myself why I've been doing this for such a long time, what's wrong WIth me ? Am I sick or something? However, it does not matter if I have to figure out the exact reason for it.
I so called love you, and I will always will.
But It is important for me to fade away from you now.
It's time. Even I am gone, or no matter how long you will remember me, that's ok. I am the passenger in your life and also mine. You shall move on without my existence. I was there and that's enough. Keep on flying and going with my best wishes in your brightest future.
Take care and good bye.

Jonathan Lee李宗盛 [ 山丘 ] Official Music Video

i shall cross the dune

good bye

I wish you enough sun to keep your attitude bright. I wish you enough rain to appreciate the sun more. I wish you enough happiness to keep your spirit alive. I wish you enough pain so that the smallest joys in life appear much bigger. I wish you enough gain to satisfy your wanting. I wish you enough loss to appreciate all that you possess. I wish enough hellos to get you through the final good-bye.

Shh…

Good night ,
00:03 2014-01-28。

what's now

we shall not start this, 
sometimes i feel sad about the future, 
meanwhile i keep picturing what may really happen. 
sometimes i wanna let go, 
however, i couldn't get you out of my mind.
it's weird, bitter and sweet. 
idk, how long i can bear it, 
seizing the days, and keep becoming a remaining memory.

I kinna miss you

18:57 I miss you

一行禪師 - 真愛的四個層面《捨》

捨 (upeksha) ：真愛的第四方面是捨，意即平等心、不執著、不分別，平常心或放下。 Upa在梵文的意思是「在上面」，而iksh的意思是「看」。 你要爬到山上去，這樣才能對全景一目了然，不會說有哪一個方向被擋住了。 

如果你的愛有執著、分別、偏見或依戀，這就不是真愛。 

不理解佛法的人，有時候以為捨是不關心，但真正的捨既不是冷淡也不是不關心。 如果你有一個以上的小孩，他們統統都是你的孩子，捨不是不愛，而是一視同仁，讓你所有的孩子都能感受到愛。

捨的其中一個特性是「平等性智」，這是平等的智慧，對所有的人平等看待，不分彼此。 衝突起時，即使是與自己有極大關係，也要保持不偏不倚，能夠去愛、去理解雙方。 放下分別和偏見，移開彼此之間的界線。

只要還把自己當成愛人的人，把他人當成被愛的人，只要還把自己看得比他人重要或是跟他人有所不同，就不是真的捨。 想要理解和真正愛一個人，便要把自己放到「他的立場」與他成為一體。 做到這樣，就不會有「我」或「他」。

少了捨，你的愛可能變成霸佔。

夏日微風清爽宜人，但若要把這微風關到錫罐中，自我獨享，微風便會逝去。 我們的所愛也是如此，像雲朵，像微風，像花兒，若囚禁於錫罐，它們會死去。 然而，很多人卻是如此，掠奪所愛的人的自由，直到他喪失自我。 他們活著的目的是要滿足自己，利用所愛的人來幫助實現這個目的。 這不是愛，這是毀滅。

你說你愛他，可是如果你不理解他的渴望，他的需要，他的困難，他就被愛的監獄囚禁住了。 真愛容許你保留你的自由，也讓你所愛的人保有他的自由。 這，就是捨。